school is stressing me! the things we learn this year is way diffrent from what we learnt in secondary 2. i miss my old classmates as they are in a diffrent class from me. i don't really like this class's girls. i hate the teachers who teaches us because they make ne fall asleep and i cant listen during lesson. sometimes i felt left out or something but at most of the times i just feel like being alone at home looking at four walls and my computer.
when i go home my mother will nag at me and at times when my step dad make her angry she will vent anger on me and sometimes she will just leave me alone at home. i wasnt used to it at first but slowly as days went by, i start to think that being alone is better then being with someone who will hurt u.
i want more people to care for me but it seems that more and more people are hating me each and every second that passes...
i feel very very hurt everytime someone ignore me because i dun hjave anymore care fomr my family i expect my friends to care for me...
but they didnt and turned out they hate me
