Tuesday, February 20, 2007

what i do during my chinese new year holidays

the first day of chinese new year, i vist a lot of houses, families and get many ang pao. after a long day, we went to my grandmother's house to rest and settle down for a nice warm steamboat dinner. my family sat in front of the steamboat for a very long time and we had a great time eating. after that, my cousins didnt want to go back to their own home so we decide where should we go next? my mother gave an idea. she say "since it's chinese new year night, why dont we go to our house and have a kereoke night. my uncle say that he will be going fishing after fetching my cousins to my house but the funny thing is that after fetching my cousins to my house he didnt go fishing. instead, he stayed and had the microphone all to himself. he sang loudly and this singing tone went out of tune. we keep laughing at his singing and he himself laugh at himself. so we waited for him to go off then we sing all night. after singing, we feel like stopping at the moment for some refreshing drinks. then we dont feel like singing anymore. so we decided to chat till the sun comes out. we said all kinds of things that had been bothering us and smetimes we chat till we cry because of the bad things that have been happening to my family. i couldnt stand the pain that have been happening to me then at the moment i realised im not the only one. my sister also felt that same way as what i felt that night. that's why she cried as well.


on the second day, after i woke up, my cousins, my sister and i ate roti prata for breakfast and quite had a great time. then after watching a touching anime on the television, my mother decide to fetch my cousins back to my grandmother's house. after we reach my grasndmother's house, we ate lunch together and chatted the whole day again and we discussed about what is happening in my house because me and my families can hardly meet due to living quite far away. we ate deep fried chicken wings, fish sticks and chicken nugget for dinner but i wasnt full so i ate another bowl of rice with abolone, mushrooms and duck meat. then after eating, we continue chatting about what's bothering us all the time. we chat till it's mid night and it's time for me to go home.


the third day, i woke up feeling better then ever because of the 2 days of chatting i decide to help my mother with house chorse. i asked her if she need any help with house chorse and she said "help me sweep and mop the living room and beadrooms floor and help me wash the kitchen floor." i did as she told me and she asked me to take out some unwanted papers and books. i then realised i have lot's of rubbish in my room that had been there for 2 years due to i retain on the year 2004 and i thought i could use back the old papers and books for revision but since im in sec 3 now i do not need them anymore because the syllabus changed for the text books and the things we learn.


this is the end of my chinese new year holidays. hope u have a prosperous chinese new year!

Sunday, February 4, 2007

My Boring Life

this week i very very busy because of a program called mind chaopms and i dun have enough time to finish my art. i very scared kena scolding by mr sulaiman on wednesday.
T.T

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

My Miserable Life

school is stressing me! the things we learn this year is way diffrent from what we learnt in secondary 2. i miss my old classmates as they are in a diffrent class from me. i don't really like this class's girls. i hate the teachers who teaches us because they make ne fall asleep and i cant listen during lesson. sometimes i felt left out or something but at most of the times i just feel like being alone at home looking at four walls and my computer.
when i go home my mother will nag at me and at times when my step dad make her angry she will vent anger on me and sometimes she will just leave me alone at home. i wasnt used to it at first but slowly as days went by, i start to think that being alone is better then being with someone who will hurt u.
i want more people to care for me but it seems that more and more people are hating me each and every second that passes...
i feel very very hurt everytime someone ignore me because i dun hjave anymore care fomr my family i expect my friends to care for me...
but they didnt and turned out they hate me